Well, this is devastating news.
I'm sorry to hear about all the trials and tribulations you're going through. I want you to know I care about you and your family.
Honestly, I will probably die without people caring. I don't really have any friends nor do I have a wife. Pretty much all alone in Christ. Seems I've never really fit in to this world, which I don't care to but it would be nice to have a friend to study with or a help mate. It can be pretty depressing at times, but oh well.
Anyway, I am grateful to Yahweh for bringing me to your ministry. I've learned so much and came out of many false doctrines.