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    Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    If you decide to ban for me revealing this then so be it, I deserve it no doubt. To start of I have nothing but love for YAHWEH and strive in every aspect of the all the things I do in my life to follow his laws and be the best white man I could be, but as of recently I slept with a prostitute. I as a person feel disgusted with myself, that I totally betrayed our gods word, please believe me when I say "I wish I could simply seize to exist". The worst part thats eating me up is that I know the true gospel of the lord yet I went ahead and did something as vile as this.

    One thing I can't overcome, regardless of how much I love and know the scripture is that when I see the site of a gorgeous women (like in this case) my desire for sex takes over. I didn't do this with the intention to betray our father, but to simply overcome my erges (the women was white if that makes it any less worse). So am I done? Should I even bother praying to the lord, considering I knew I shouldn't of done it? I genuinely feel like being dead, my body and emotions feel weak I feel like hopeless trash.

    I post this on here because I know I'll most likely get honest and accurate answers rather than what one would expect from jewdo christian forum.

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    Who among us will cast the first stone? Are we not all sinners who stumble and fall from time to time? Do we not have a kinsman redeemer who shed His blood for our sins? Go to your closet and fall upon your knees and repent to our beloved Christ and he will hear you and through Him our God YHWH will forgive you. Turn from your lustful ways and seek a wife if you do not have one.

    Exile

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    Thanks exile, last night although I didn't go in my closet I got on my knee's and asked for forgiveness to the best of my ability, I could say I feel better after praying, but at the same time still feel like crap for doing it even right now as its been a day so far. To be honest I could say there's a 99% chance I won't do it again. As right now I feel physically sick just thinking about sex, not that I've lost my interest in women lol, I just want nothing to do with sex whatsoever.

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    I gather we all face some sort of trouble or struggle even when we do know the gospel truth.
    I mean there is a lot in this world that can,how do you put it, tempt us into doing things that make us feel good but also bad.
    I would Just go back and read the Scriptures, seek comfort there.
    I think God knows that we are going to fall into sin from time to time and nobody's perfect.

    7But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.

    8If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.

    9If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

    10If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.


    - 1 John 1:7-10

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    Thanks Malachi and to the admins for choosing to not delete me for I mean no offense by mentioning this only to find answers.

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    Short of a labotomy there is jack you can do about it, and if your not actually sleeping around no real harm done. You're not made of stone and to expect not to have issues is naive to say the least. Pray about it and ask for strength to continue to resist the temptation to hop in the sack with some other floozy.

    The whole sex/bad though/sin/guilt trip is inspired by the Catholics and Jew-deo's because it's a big money spinner for them and has no bearing on reality whatsoever. It is also utterly unscriptural. Your guilt feelings may be to a great extent a left over remanant of your days in Churchianity if you had any. Otherwise they are merely reflecting what you have absorbed indirectly over the years.

    I have been celibate for 11 years now and aside from the odd girl friend called J Peg I live a clean and sex free existence. The important thing, far more important than abstinence for sanity sake, is not to become repressed. That leads to horrendous consequences, consequences that lead men to long spells in the big house. You need to find a means of diverting your lust to more productive outlets. Just trying to turn off you natural God given drive then beating your self up over it when you find some chick attractive will solve nothing.

    Mortifying the flesh does not mean being dead from the waist down. Women are beautiful and were made that way for a purpose, so not to recognize and react accordingly is far more disturbing a proposition. Temptation goes with the territory brother. Learning to resist is character building.

    Have you ever considered actually finding a wife?, or do you indeed still have one?. If so you should attempt to reconcile the situation. Marriage is for ever and is irrevocable. Unless one partner dies the marriage is set. The only eligible woman for a man in such a position would be a virgin (unlikely) or a widow who has not been with another man since the death of her husband, otherwise she is now the wife of the man she subsequently slept with. There is no prohibition on taking another wife if the female is eligible, there is however a prohibition on sleeping with her then dumping her. That is fornication and worse still, it makes her an adulteress.

    Provided she isn't married and you would want her to be your wife in perpetuity there is nothing to stop you taking a woman to wife. Remember the sex act is the marriage act. There is no such thing as 'try before you buy' in Yah's Kingdom. There is a very apt old saying here about's which says: " Nice to look at nice to hold, but if broken, consider sold".

    Paul's advice is to remain celibate 'if you can' but if you need to marry to avoid sin then you should do so. Stop beating your self up. Yahweh never allows us to be tempted beyond our capacity to endure. Rejoice that you are still a normal hot blooded heterosexual Israelite male with the fire of passion still burning bright. There are brothers not so fortunate who would consider your modest discomfort a mere bagatelle.

    Yah bless.

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    11 years I don't know how you've managed brother, but I envy that and wish I'd of had the same discipline when I did what I did and in the past, I do ask YAHWEH to strengthen me whenever I pray. My guilty feelings stem from the fact that I did something I wholeheartedly knew to be wrong, something clearly mentioned to not be done, so I feel like my names been erased from the book of life. No Im not married or ever been I have tried seeking a wife, but every women I've dated in the last couple of years has been a airhead liberal and seemed totally closed to the idea of races being different. For the most part, I don't think as long as I live in the city I do I'll ever find an ideal women, I guess you could say the "conservative" whites fled this sick place long ago, but unfortunately due to work reasons I simply can't.

    I don't know if the prostitute was/is married I just did my thing and left, so if adultery is a factor here I had no knowledge of it, all I know is that I won't be visiting her ever again .

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    Lust is the universal stumbling block. I controls and dictates the lives of the majority of people on Earth today like never before. The whole meaning of life for some people. It is the end goal of every activity, be it work, material gain or sheer pleasure, the desired result is to attract and fornicate with who ever.

    Platonic friendship seems to have disappeared altogether yet it is a wonderfully rewarding and enriching thing. You can get to know more about a woman from a platonic relationship than you could imagine. You can also share and experience some truly memorable and deeply spiritual moments, get to know the real inner workings of a female human being when unfettered by sexual demands.

    I know of such couples, who, for diverse reasons either live together without sex or live separately as close and trusted friends without sex. Indeed some of them share a far greater symbiosis than ever they could if 'married'.

    The Bible, in particular Leviticus has much to say about sex and what is permissible, acceptable or desirable yet it has nothing whatsoever to say about masturbation. Hey we're all men here right..

    Incredible that one of the most prevalent human activities is not given even scant reference. Despite this the main stream religions insist it is a vile and heinous sin. How then, if sin is transgression of the law, that there is no law or ordnance concerning it?.
    No reference or mention......... none.

    Of course, anything which gains mastery over you leads to sin, since it is a form of idolatry to allow anything to control you, but it does not follow that such a thing is intrinsically flat out wrong.

    1 Corinthians 6:12 – “Everything is permissible for me, but not everything is beneficial. ‘Everything is permissible for me’ – but I will not be mastered by anything.”

    Be careful then. If masturbation involves gross sexual fantasies and/or pornography, then it is certainly not pure and is sinful. The body is the living temple and we are told that to lust in the heart in that way is adultery, so be aware.You could be placing yourself in bondage to your own flesh and one thing we must never become is lovers of self.

    I know how hard it can be to cope with being alone but in my situation it is better than the pain and anguish I suffered at the hands of coal burners and harlots. I may not have a female in tow but I have peace of mind which is beyond price. The principle reason I don't go out and get tied up, and lets face it, it wouldn't be that difficult, is because I do not know of the existence of an eligible or desirable woman. Not a single solitary one.

    Ten years ago Yahweh dropped a bombshell in my lap. He revealed why all my relationships had been abject failures and why he desired me to remain alone for the foreseeable.

    So this brings me to another point, which may make me deeply unpopular with some but it will certainly be an eye opener for anyone who has eyes to see. I will address that in another thread in due course. The subject will be marriage and who or what is a wife and who qualifies, and who most definitely does not.

    This is a work in progress :http://areyoumarried.wordpress.com/

    Have faith brother, be strong in Yahweh. Seek ye first the Kingdom, and all these things shall be added unto thee... so be it.

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    Good luck FoY!

    "Abstain from all apearance of evil."
    “The righteous mother of the seven children spake also as follows to her offspring: I was a pure virgin, and went not beyond my father’s house; but I took care of the built-up rib. No destroyer of the desert, or ravisher of the plain, injured me; nor did the destructive, deceitful, snake, make spoil of my chaste virginity; and I remained with my husband during the period of my prime.” (4 Maccabees 18:7-8)

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    Re: Struggling with lust, my only personal downfall, I need help.

    I hope you will take a look at my post under" All porn is gay". There is alot of information about gods laws and his desires for your life. I am sorry that you have fallen, but if you repent perhaps you can get back up.

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